Smile?

Diana's POV:

As the days went on I tried to not think of my decision, I tried to work my self out of thinking about it. I remember after I told mum how happy she was, the way she told me my little Diana has grown up, nearly made me cry.

But as always I thought of those times, the times where he meant so much to me, the time when he was the reason behind my smile, the time when he was the only one that could ease me out of my pain, times and times.

But as the morning came I got ready for my summer internship, *yawing, I got out of bed* headed off to take my morning shower so I could maybe wash away my tiredness.

I got dressed in my work pickup and went off to my internship. As I went inside, said hi to everyone and then went off to my cubical checking the work that one of the co workers gave me to look over.

Reading over and over the report a couple of times, I started getting into 'my work self' where I hate being bothered everyone in the office knows that too, *it can't be that long of a land, haunted for centuries...and for them to discover it now is just amazing...* as I continued to analyze the context my iPhone rang -looking up from the papers I looked and saw it was an unknown number *maybe it's one of the girls or the boss or something* so I answered-

Me: "hello?" -adding abut of firmness to my voice (as if the caller's not gonna know)-

The person: "hi, Diana how are you? Hope I'm not calling at a bad time..or are you asleep?....shit -mumbling-"

Me: "sorry I didn't catch your name? And who are you?" *how the hell does he know my name + why's he all nervous?*

The person: "oh ya sorry, I'm fares..."

Me: *what the hell?!* *how did he get my number? And I said that voice sounds familiar..* "oh hi"

Fares: "hi Diana, sorry if I caught you off guard but I just wanted to say hi and maybe get to know you a little more...I got your number for my mum I'm not like a stalker..." -mumbling-

Me: "mmmm hay it's alright just I didn't expect it but thanks of asking I'm good and you?"

Fares: "I'm good summer term you know...".....

And the conversation went on and on for a little over an hour, in the beginning I was a bit nervous but as we got into asking each other stuff it got easier...God do I miss smiling again.

Maybe oh maybe I just 

I need to forgive and see where life will lead me?

Forget about 

what others 

what my heart

Thinks

And just go with my fate

If anything it's good or bad

It Will stay my fate

So I'd rather live my life and accept my fate

Than wait for what's still coming on the way

I know it's late

But maybe it won't be too late

-Aceel RD

Twitter: @misscareful

Ask: @backstagewriter

5-March-2015