Letter I

Dear sweet pea, princess

Well beautiful I've been thinking of you lately, the way you'll look will you be a replica of your daddy or will you have my dark brown eyes.

I'm trying my hardest to keep this world safe for us baby, but it's hard seeing as the ones that are in charge are the one's that are causing this craziness, but don't you worry baby I'll try to keep our home safe for us.

Beautiful I know that bringing you into this world won't be easy not only that but the thought of me ruining your life kills me every day, but know one thing sweet pea your daddy will be there to keep me sane and content.

I really hope that I'll get to give you an older brother to take care of you and be your saving grace. Baby I don't know what my future or yours will hold but I want to make sure that if me or your daddy aren't there that you'll still have love and safety in your life baby.

Sweet pea first thing I want to teach you is to pray to God for anything you want cause you were once my wish, my dream, my prayer and look how your tiny hand are wrapped around my finger.

Baby I know for sure when you come into mine and your daddy's life our love will multiply.

Cause baby

I can't wait to see that little beautiful face,

I can't wait to see your daddy's eyes sparkle with pride,

I can't wait to see you sand up on your tiny feet,

I can't wait for you to start talking,

I can't wait for the day I get to braid your beautiful hair,

I can't wait for you to enter my life,

Baby I can't wait to see you with my own eyes.

I know baby that you'll cry days at night and I'll try to hush you down with a couple of words, baby I hope you remember them cause one day I way not be there to tell you them so remember them, remember how much love they held.

After writing all of that baby I remembered that I may not get the chance to feel all of that, I don't know if I'll get a future with you and your daddy, that's why your always in my prayers....baby once you get older I'll tell you all the prayers I prayed for you and me.

If I ever get to see your beautiful eyes just for a moment that would make me the happiest person alive, so baby if your daddy ever gives you this letter without me know that I mean each and every word in it.

Baby take care of your daddy please.

Your mommy, your guardian

Forever looking over you,

Aceel RD

1st of December, 2014