Friday, 31 October 2014

Mr know it all

Chapter 8

Diana's POV:

My head was spinning I can't seem to get the thought that HE was here in my guest room.

*hoping that we all stay in the room or that mum takes me with her and HIS mum*
Mum: "Honey these are Al-X"
HIS Mum: "You can call me auntie Randa" -smiling at me sweetly-

After saying hi to her, I sat beside her and talked for a bit she was so sweet and kind bless her heart.

Suddenly I heard dad say "Hana'a how about we step out with Mrs Al-X and leave the kids to talk and get to know each other"

Mentally screaming *"no why dad?? Please stay"* -pounding- I saw dad smile at me before closing the door after him.

Hearing a manly voice behind me I saw that he suddenly decided to talk, knowing this night couldn't get worser.

HIM : "hay so that was weird right?" -smiling slightly-
Me: "ya well kinda"
HIM: "so what uni are you in? Private or public?"
Me: "public King XX you?"
HIM: "nice same here" "so how's your summer been?"
Me: "not bad yours?"
HIM: " took a summer semester so I can finish a year ahead, it's alright been sleeping it out"
Me: "sleeping it out?" -confused-
HIM: "I mean me and the boys come to the class and sleep" -chuckling *like he was remembering something*-
Me: "oh" "I bet you one of those boys that don't care about a single thing" -mumbling- *but you know that's so wrong Diana*
HIM: "sorry? I didn't catch that wanna know my GPA?"
Me: "I bet it's 3.4 or lower" -hissing-
HIM: "Actually darning it's 4.8 so say that again" you can hear how egoistic he is *GOD*
Me: "good for you well"
HIM: "woooh what's wrong?"
Me: -smiling sweetly- "nothing at all"
HIM: "so tell me more about yourself"
Me: *why is he making this harder please god I wanna get out of here* "like what?"
HIM: "what's the picture you have for your future? Like do you see yourself a housewife or a working lady?"
Me: "of course a working lady and that won't change" -getting angry *what's wrong with everyone thinking I would stay at home and just wait for the money to come to me*
HIM: "Diana....I just wanted to know what you want of your future that's it" -offended-
Me: "sorry Ya i wanna work in the future and have a family at the same time" *remembering the picture I have for my future*
HIM: "that's really a really great...I really like how passionate you are"
Me: "thanks"
HIM: "You kind of remind me of someone..."
Me: "oh...."

My lifesaver my iPhone started ringing and i sprinted out of the room thanking God he gave me an escape but not before saying "I'm sorry I have to take this, I might not see you again so goodnight" hearing a mumbled answer I closed the door and went to my room.

Answering it was lana of my closest friends that's studying in the UK, we talk every while I miss her so much she's one of old childhood friends we're like sisters.

Lana: "hi babez"
Me: "hi babe how are you?"
Lana: "I'm good you?"
Me: "not bad you kinda saved me" -laughing-
Lana: "oh really so what did you do know miss little troublemaker?"
Me: "lana, you know I'm not a troublemaker, it's just I was in another 'rightful look'"
Lana: "your still up with those, Diana you know that's so old-fashion everyone's dating and falling in love then getting married"
Me: "Lana you know I don't want to marry that way" -groaning-
Lana: "I can never understand your mind, I hope you get what you want in the end"
Me: "guess who came today ?"
Lana: "who?"
Me: "Al-X"
Lana: "isn't that Mr know it all's surname..???" -screaming-
Me: "ya can you imagine?"
Lana: "NO way !! How does he look now?"
Me: "10x hotter + his ego grew 10x's more"
Lana: "man now I wanna see him can you snapchat him for me?"
Me: "what? Lana you've be kidding me?"
Lana: "actually I'm not but whatever I know you'll never do it"
Me: "first thing I already told him goodnight second thing he'll know"
Lana: "okay okay don't get your panties in a twist, did he recognise you?"
Me: "I don't think so, I hope not"
Lana: "but Diana it's so cute maybe it's fate?"
Me: "non of that's my fate, It may have been my past but I hope it's not my future"
Lana: "I don't know but it kinda feels like a fairytale" -dreamily
Me: "whatever I'm not gonna have this convo with you now, now tell me who's the heartbreaker that's breaking my best friend's heart?"
Lana: "who? You know i don't have one" -denying-
Me: "Ya ya it was me what was sobbing and tweeting heartbreaking stuff"
Lana: "what the heck? How the hell do you know that?"
Me: "you know lana I have my ways"
Lana: "it's nothing"
Me: "you know, I'm always here for you"
Lana: "I know that babe thank you"
Me: "your most welcome, so how's summer in Manchester?"
Lana: "amazing I'm going to little mix's concert tomorrow"
Me: "lucky you man I wish I was with you"
Lana: "you know that offer still stands the one that you come and stay with me I've already got a house here so you won't have to pay a lot if that's what your thinking about even though I know that's not the case"
Me: "you know why and I wanna finish here"
Lana: "okay okay look at the time it's 12 at your time"
Me: "really we took that much time?"
Lana: "you know it always happens"
Me: "ya it does Yallah I've to go to sleep, I start this summer job tomorrow"
Lana: "okay babez , goodnight"
Me: "goodnight babe and sweet dreams".

Knowing Al-X left a long time ago, I went to my dresser, took out my Pj's and put them on.

Sleepy I took out my old notebook looking through it i saw the dried flower I pressed between the pages, picking it up i remembered the day I spread my words on these empty sheets.


Laying you down between my pages
Covering you with my words
Erasing all your scars and wounds
Letting you go after
Here's your new age
Listening to your laughter
Is the only thing that matters.

All my feelings come crashing back down, God give me the strength to see another day, to believe that I'll be okay.

-Aceel RD
Twitter: @misscareful
Ask: @backstagewriter

Friday, 24 October 2014

My destiny?

Chapter 7

Diana POV:

It's been a two weeks since I meet Ma'an, I keep waking up to his flowers *not his flowers I mean the ones he gave me going on* I know I should throw them in the bin, it's just their too beautiful + I can't seem to get the courage to throw them maybe I'll do it tomorrow *you say that every day*.

So as every other day in my summer vacation I was boxed up in my room, listening to music and texting my friends, but them mum came in.

Mum: "Diana you really should clean your room soon" -disgusting look-
Me: "inshallah" -smiling-
Mum: "so what do you have now?"
Me: "nothing wait for you to tell me what we have planned today"
Mum: "okay perfect we're going shopping" -clapping her hands and smiling-
Me: "mum" -groaning- "you know I hate going shopping for no reason"
Mum: "we won't be long, don't worry"
Me: "mum do we have to?"
Mum: "come on honey I'll take you to a café after" -smiling- *she knew how to play with my mind*
Me: "in that case I'll be down in ten mins"
Mum: "I'll wear my abaya and wait for you in the car, your dad's driving us so don't be late"
Me: "okay mum"

Going up to her I kissed her head, went to get ready switching my summer dress into a pair of light jeans and a white summer blouse.

Putting a little lipstick, taking my bag I went out to the car.

Getting inside the car, mum and dad were talking among themselves so I just plugged my headphones and listened to a bit of music.

Stealing a few looks at mum and dad, it's like they have their own language *if only I had that with someone*.

As we reached the mall mum gave dad a little wave and we were off.

Mum: "Diana where do you wanna go first?"
Me: "mum i don't know" "I don't even know why we're here" -mumbling-
Mum: "okay so Debenhams it is" -smiling-
Me: "let's get this over with" -groaning-
Mum: "come on honey"

After going around Debenhams 5 times, we bought 2 blouses and one six inch black heel.

Me: "mum why are we still going around the shops? I don't need anything do you?" 
Mum: "honey you know it's summer so you'll get invented to lots of parties so you need new stuff"
Me: "your right but please I don't wanna go around all the mall"
Mum: "don't worry honey a few shops then we'll go to the café"

After about 2 hours she finally said we can go to Costa (café) *thank god my feet are killing me + I need a hot cup of caramel mocha*

After finding a place in Costa we sat down, ordered 2 cups of Carmel mocha and a double chocolate chip muffin.

When our orders came we started chatting.
Mum: "honey you know I didn't tell you the whole truth"
Me: "in what?" -confused-
Mum: "you know how Al-X came and saw you two weeks ago"
Me: "Ya mum?"
Mum: "it's just they never gave us an answer honey and I can't let you wait an eternity for nothing"
Me: "Ya I know of course mum" *i knew they wouldn't give an answer, I understood*
Mum: "so honey you know I took you today to buy stuff and you bought that perfect ruby knee length dress?"
Me: "ya...."
Mum: "honey tonight you have another 'Rightful look" -smiling shyly-
Me: "what?" *is she serious?*
Mum: "honey I can't stop your destiny, you don't know where your Mr perfect could be"
Me: "mum it's too early" -whining-
Mum: "honey your not gonna loose a thing"
Me: "dad knows?"
Mum: "ya he does"
Me: "okay mum"
Mum: "so that's a yes right?"
Me: "ya mum it's a yes" -smiling-

We reached the house at about 5pm so we where late cause mum told them to come at 8 so I don't have much time.

Getting ready I took a shower, wrapping a towel around my body and another one around my hair.

Going back to my room I saw the new dress ironed on the bed ready for me to wear it, so I wore my underwear, slipped on the dress and started my make up.

After I finished putting a bit of lipgloss, I looked at the mirror looking at my self i just had a bit of mascara and little blush on with my light pink lipgloss it looked soft the way I like it.

Making sure I wore my heels I went down the stairs to the kitchen expecting our maid to tell me to bring the juice in like always, but she just gave me a cup of water saying that mum said the boy wanted it. *i haven't even asked mum his name*

Step by step I was trying not to spill the water on my dress, I opened the door and went in.

The room suddenly became quite, trying to walk straightly without spilling the water I had in the tray.

As I reached HIM I looked up to his face I saw it was.

-Aceel RD
Twitter: @misscareful
Ask: @backstagewriter

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

The ride after

Chapter 6

Ma'an's POV:

After I gave Diana her flowers, told her goodbye and went back to my car.
As I was approaching  the car I was thinking of how simple this girl is and how every little thing she does drives me crazy.

Grinning I got inside my car, looking at mum I saw that she had this look on her face but I didn't understand what it was for, so I just started up the car driving back home.

I kept on sneaking glances at mum, she looked deep in her thoughts so I thought I shouldn't bother her.

It took me 15 minutes to get there, waiting for mum to get out of the car and go inside so we can talk.

After about 10 minutes we sat down and started to talk
Me: "mum I'm gonna tell you this"
Mum: "what is it honey?" -worried-
Me: "mum I like this girl, don't know how to describe it to you but I just have this gut feeling about her."
Mum: "son" -confused-
Me: "mum? What's wrong?"
Mum: "it's just son she's not wife material..."
Me: "what made you think that?" -started to feel annoyed but of course I'm not gonna show it-
Mum: "well son first think didn't you see how she wasn't acting like a lady, then did you see how she just disappeared, third I saw how she came out to see you the second time honey that's not how a lady's suppose to act like."
Me: "mum I don't care about that + you don't know her." *whats wrong with mum today?*
Mum: "you should care cause she's the one that will be raising your children, I would die before I see my grandchildren be raised like that." -getting angry- 
Me: "mum what are you saying" -confused-
Mum: "honey I want the best for you, I know she's not that." -strictly-
Me: -shaking my head- "mum I'm the one that's gonna marry and live with her"
Mum: "Honey Trust me on this" -smiling-
Me: "mum I want her"
Mum: "honey you'll like the others believe me" -smiling-
Me: "mum are you even hearing me?"
Mum: "I am honey, but what your saying is just crazy."
Me: "how's it crazy mum?" -annoyed-
Mum:"honey just take a day or two to think."
Me: "I'll take tonight then I'll come tomorrow and tell you the same thing I told you now."
Mum: "inshallah honey just want you to be sure"
Me: "I'm sure" -whispering- " okay mum I'm going out for a bit."
Mum: "okay honey goodnight, you've got your keys right?"
Me: "Ya mum I've got them, goodnight."

After kissing her head, went out to the car and drove to Al dewanya (a place we gather in) that me and my friends go to.

As I was getting out of my car I was thinking how I can't seem to forget Diana it's so weird like she's not the only one I have seen, *maybe when I sit with the boys I won't think of her* going inside Al dewanya.

Saying hi's all around, I went to Zyad , Emad and Yaseen -the closest people to me apart from Zyad  I haven't been close to him since Highschool- sitting down beside Emad I saw they were playing cards.

But I was in the mood to play so I just sat there thinking *is mum right?* looking at Emad he had this grin on his face looking back at him with a -questioned look-.

Emad: "So Ma'an where have you? I know you didn't dress up for us" -winking-
Me: "well man I kinda had this meeting" -scratching the back of my neck-
Yaseen: "oh is that so? Meeting with who the G ?" -smirking-
Me: "really Yaseen? I went to see this girl for a 'rightful look'"
Yaseen: "WAW man I was just busting your balls, but that's amazing man so how did it go?"
Emad: "Ya man is she the one?" -winking-
Me: "I don't know guys"
Yaseen: "hhhhh your whipped" -laughing-
Me: "I'm not" -groaning-
Yaseen: "okay so tell us about her" -smiling-
Me: " i don't know guys" -Groaning-
Emad: "man up and tell us"
Me: "don't even know where to begin...like guys I don't know if I can tell you"
Yaseen: "man what's up with you? It's not like we don't talk about girls"
Me: "Yaseen she's different just forget I ever said anything to you"
Zyad: "even I can see that your whipped" -chuckling-
Me: -rolling my eyes- "well boys I'll just tell you this she's different" -smiling- *remembering how she blushed at everything I said*
Yaseen: "we lost him"
Eman: "man I thought Zyad would be the first on" -looking at us-
Zyad: "hay! what's that suppose to mean?"
Yaseen: "that means your such a perfect little doll" -chucking- even I had a smile on my face
Zyad: "being a nice person gets you picked on now" -mumbling-
Me: -laughing that's just killed me- "guys I've gotta go, it's getting late and I've got to go to work tomorrow...I mean in about 5 hours, so I'll see you guys later"
Yaseen, Zyad, Emad: "Ya man see Ya"
Me: "don't have too much fun guys you know you've got uni too"
Emad: "okay mother" -rolling his eyes-

Went out to my car and drove to the house, can't believe I've got work tomorrow when everybody's having fun.

Getting out of the car and walking into the house to my parents room looking if my mum was awake, I saw her praying so I left her and went to my room *i should get some hours in*.

Setting the alarm on I stared to fall asleep, praying to god that tomorrow will be a better day for me and my love ones.

A beep sound came under my pillow -sighting- I looked at my phone.

"Before you close those before brown eyes, I want you to know we might be miles apart it still breaks my heart into parts but one day I know you'll be the one that will mend my heart

Your love ❤️"


-Aceel RD
@misscareful
15-Oct-2014